i juz realised why am i not exploring the things arnd my campus while i'm at overseas here... i dont noe... i think i'm very lazy to step out of my room. or it could be juz dat i'm scared i'll get lost.
to think abt it i'm actually very afraid... its probably because of all the things happened to me when i was young... while going shopping with whole family my brothers usually will ask if dey could go and have a look on this this that that. and as the youngest brother i would definitely follow along. sometimes dey would juz ditch me and laugh at me from one corner. evil u may say but its juz entertainment for them...it aint for me... i guess i wont realli dare to explore wats outside anymore unless i've been dere for several times.. which is why i can sometimes tell u how to travel to certain places eventhough i've been dere once. since i'll try to rmb wat i've seen along the way and tell the person exactly how to get dere... but the back track wise... i think dere's a problem... =P not sure why but i cant back track the path i took sometimes....
exam is pretty near soon and i know i'm not prepared yet i feel very slack. isst because i've learn some of the stuff already? or isst juz i wanna give up. no i'm not giving up but the passion for study doesnt seem to be dere anymore like it used to be in JC... frens studying together and have dinner tgt while doing intensive studies.. over here ppl prefer to study on their own or study with their own 'race' not dat i'm racist but they seem to have the impression dat yellow skin = ppl from china. and ppl from china never leaves a good impression on others. (its like pretty normal)
and as for ppl who r back home... the kiasu part kicks in. dey juz want to perform better den u... and study on their own. dey'll only approach u whenever dey need help. which is pretty sucky since i'm like being used to share information. might as well i dont hang out with these A.holes.
anyway signing off here
