i dreamt that i'm back home, being able to meet my families. had my time *eating* with them. yes its a dream... i was willing to sacrifice the time i had with them and chose to come here... i would want to cherish those moment in my dream. grandma asked me if i've gf at there now. i said no since i prefer gals back home{ok it sounds weird here but believe me its nothing).
sigh. i wish to go back earlier.
