tsk... guess tuition fees are neccessary... i tot it was a fairly fine game... i see mahjong as an unexpected game... u can go from $0 profit to $20 and in 3 games lost $10 which is a the north wind... ya... its karma man... whoever get north position usually can hold on to the post for a very long time... it drags the game for a long time... so today i met adrian's fren.
one of them is called Zhe Ling ( a girl ) when i looked at her, i was thinking: " WHAT THE FUCK?!?! she looks exactly like valerie... except dat she wear a glasses with thicker frame"
another person is called Nelson, he is a relatively nice person who gets shocked till his jaws really drops. i faked him when i've already had "Man tai" and juz waiting for last card... dats when he threw a card i almost wanted... the expression was like.... OH FUCK MY LIFE.... yes u wont want to pay $6.40 in one game... its the 2nd game only... LOLX!!!
i cant rmb the third girl's name... but she reminds me of Elaine. quite shy... but from one angle she looks pretty... how shld i explain... oh yes... her hairstyle suits her such dat it brings the beauty out of her ( is dat how i shld say???)
Terry, what the group calls him the Scientist since he is studying Physics in Melb Uni... heard he is pretty smart... haha... shld be from good JC...
yea... i felt fine after drinking alcohol during game... not sure if i may have hung over tml... but if i have... means i'm a noob... cmon... its juz like... 3 cups with coke inside? i doubt dat will kill me...
now off the activity today, its time for some reflection. am i going to be worthy of who am i now.... was it for the better? ( wat i tried to do) or was it for the worse... i always tell myself live up to ur own action... but i dont need to be the best among the whole big group... i wish to know lots of ppl like back then but i dont want to meet a bunch of ppl who only noes how to drink from thursday till sunday... dats unacceptable... i mean... its fine to drink... if its holiday... but not regular basis from thursday onwards... dats srsly waste of $$ and time...i do laundry on thursday and all i see was drunkards asking me to open the door for them... ya.. i hope u fall down on stairs halfway... i came to the point where i asked myself again... was my choice correct? juz like back in JC i asked myself if i had realli chosen the correct path... instead of JC i shld have went poly? till today that remained a question... will i do better if i'm in poly? or worse... since i hope that i can multi task certain things... u may not understand this part but its a self-reflection. so am i going to regret choosing this path? or tell myself to endure 4 years till its over...
sw once told me... once u start working... u'll know why u want to study so much... cause.. studying is easier... u wont need to worry over things like ur income to meet the ends... bla bla bla... going for fun during days is easier with sch holidays arnd whereby u've to apply for leave and see ur boss pulling long faces if u wanna go for a trip... which is quite true...
i'm not going to decide anything yet... since exam is round the corner after mid-sem holiday... and end of year holiday... i just want to take a break once again... see everyone again
