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clearly i cant slp now.... mom called me juz now asking how everything was.... i lied to her... saying things are good... i guess after all... i'm still a mommy's boy.... i'm home sick now... seriously home sick... tears were dropping after that phone call... i couldnt bring myself to tell her how much i miss her and i would want to give up everything juz to go back... i'm not sure if its too late or wat... but u wont noe all of these feelings unless u stay far away from ur relatives and u slp alone every night... thinking abt ur past and future....