i couldnt shake my mind off those things. so i distraced myself with ipod. listening to rock and pop songs that may enlighten my mood.... walking back... even though i used the ipod to distract myself from thinking... but my eyes juz constantly reminded me... seeing couples holding hands walking to sch or for dinner... seeing fren going to play tennis together... i asked myself, can i realli survive this. " If u fail this year, you will be sent back" dats wat Kevin said. even though i said i learnt some of the stuff back in singapore.
was at comp lab juz now... having comp lab practical,... i seriously want to curse the lecturer man... how can a lecturer leave his own students to a bunch of year two students to do the computer system analysis and figure their own way... while she is gone somewhere... its a bloody practical man... try to at least give some instruction first b4 going off... seriously lost when i was doing half way... like wth is dis... wth is dat...
and all the while i thought my comp skills was good enough. till i did this conversion... and went for bla bla bla... i realised how stupid i can be... the basics of photoediting is to re-arrange the matrices, while stretching and expanding is a matter of adding or deleting the matrices... WOW... i didnt noe all these stuff...
its time i shld start learning like as if these stuff are new to me. from dere, i would den be able to improve greatly. scoring better, and transfer to melboune university.
be the LONER.... NOT LOSER
