anw stupid library... meeting at 10 need to close at 9 for FXXX.... i cant even print my I&R.... wa piang eh.... somemore the com lab ppl also refuse to let us in... cb la u can print I&R we cant isst.... MF.... becoz of dat i got scolded by my leader.... useless.... dont worry i will always rmb wat u say dat... i'll prove it to u..... &(!#&%)!#*
but wats wrong with me.... ever since JC came into my life... i was rage with more and more hatred and anger.... perhaps its the stress... i didnt even bother with things happening arnd me initially... but... why... mayb life has change and ppl has change as well... i try to cool myself whenever she gave me stupid commands.... try acting funny by convincing myself. u noe, the more u keep in ur heart, the more hatred is grown... in the end i accidently vent my anger on jerry... totally regret it... cmon heelim... be cheerful... anw we took pic with Pereira after dat... well we kinda make fun of him
and shld i say sorry? on one side, i feel its her fault totally for my whole anger and refusal to do my stuff... on the other hand, its my fault for not doing it... cause this sunday i wish to go but becoz of the two reasons.... my mum, and her... my presence will definitely irritate her for sure.... ai ya... moreover i still need to face her... guess i shld apologize... but how... whoever is reading this now help me with it....
