The Special Bamboo Freak

Sick

2010-08-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

Yes i am sick atm. cant believe i got sore-throat when i've to submit 2 assignments and a labreport this week.

My Heart

2010-08-04T11:18:00.001-07:00

sorry did i hear the sound of glasses dropping on the ground?
i believe my heart just shattered into millions of pieces. :>

yea something like that.

L.I.F.E

2010-07-16T01:11:00.000-07:00

life is filled with unexpected events , u never know how deep u fall until u'v reached to the bottom. i think i can never climb up from this hole anymore.

Sick.

2010-07-12T21:05:00.001-07:00

this is probably the 2nd worst sick i've ever had since i'm in aussie. severe running nose, can barely speak. having 37.2 degree celcius. going to get worse soon =(

its over!~

2010-06-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

BOO YEA, exams over. its prolly a time for me to do some elective stuff, like going on coffee making course. =D yea yea. ofc dere are other course to do like cooking,baking,photography and more i cant think of atm.

been catching up with world cup since exam is over. such disappointment!~ i'm now watching aussie vs ghana match. so funny scores one goal just to get another red card + penalty goal a while later. :>

last paper

2010-06-15T18:20:00.000-07:00

ITS DOWN TO THE LAST PAPER ALREADY. AHHHHHH!!!! lol, i seemed to be quite crazy already. i quite unmotivated to study actually currently. i just cant wait to get home this june eventhough i cant. cause grandma fell down. yes she fell down , break her left arm when she was alone at home. things would be different if i was at home by then. like staying at home with her etc etc. now i feel terrible now.

but heres the thing. she fell down, broke her arms, she still stood up and went to call my dad/mom/aunt for help. the pain was so intense she couldnt sit down at sofa chair, instead she sat at the living room table. i guess dats the strong-will of a person who has went through poverty and war. yes we were very very very poor before i was born.

hope i could get back this holiday to help out.

birthday

2010-06-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

i had my first bdae non-celebration this year. yes i'm studying atm while eating junk food so i've more time studying.

food poisoning

2010-06-05T18:59:00.003-07:00

i hate it. been sick since wednesday. cant even eat proper food. =(

argh!~

2010-05-19T10:34:00.001-07:00

hates assignments when the due date is tml. this explains why am i still awake at this timing. =S

=D using as signature on forum

2010-04-27T19:31:00.001-07:00

New Anime , Working!!

2010-04-27T08:47:00.001-07:00

Tasmania

2010-04-15T22:12:00.001-07:00

its been ages since i last blog. i guess it'll be less in the future but i'll keep all of u updated as much as i could. =D

life been normal so far. i've pretty much missed some of my lectures 1 week after my mid sem break.

it was only 1 week of break as compared to back of some of my friends having pretty long break, i say two week? or even more. w/e

went to tasmania this mid-sem break. pretty fun even though some of place i went are pretty much same as i went last time . =D one of the place was the habour were everything is fish and chips varying from classic restaurant to floating mini cafe. sounds good yea? sadly i couldnt find the photo on facebook from my frens. the $29 fillet feast where me and aaron couldnt finish the whole thing. =X

where else did we go... Port Arthur where all the prisoners were once held. i'm beginning to think wat grace said was true about the bloody past. prolly happened after the prisoner cell dere shut down. some of the prisoners were released since the time left for their sentence was like maybe 1 day or something. regardless some of them were in port arthur. so yes, not dat i'm prejudice against definite violence by a prisoner, but it is likely. =X ok i'm contradicting myself.

Mount Wellington to see the whole of tasmania from top. Richmond to see the oldest bridge still working and the st John Church.

cute version of sooyoung

2010-03-31T02:30:00.000-07:00

Run Devil Run!~

2010-03-17T18:26:00.001-07:00

SNSD Girls Generation!~

2010-03-14T18:23:00.001-07:00

XD so cute!~ how i wish they're coming to melbourne to perform . =D

List of Movies

2010-03-11T06:41:00.000-08:00

Ok i viewed the upcoming movies for this year. and i love the list going on.
Ironman 2
Clash of Titans
Prince of Persia
Toy Story 3
Piranha 3-D
Resident Evil: Afterlife 3-D
Paranormal Activity 2
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part I
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
Tron: Legacy

=O

2010-03-11T05:27:00.000-08:00

oO" i realised my blog is pretty much dead for ages.

hello people, post COMMENTS!~ =D

idk why sometimes i can be firm about my decisions when its the wrong decisions or change my decisions when its suppose to be correct. often get the *facepalm* feeling.
-_-"

and yea, anime club ftw. i'm loving the 4.3TB worth of anime. DID I MENTION THE 4.3TB OF ANIMES!~ i wont be able to watch finish, and btw with this sem's new members , the anime library is going to increase.

p.s

Idiots , Test & Summon Beings anime FTW!~ XD its so damn funny and dumb, i actually laughed so hard becoz of this anime. =D

GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY BABY

2010-03-07T03:16:00.001-08:00

watch till the end for the final product SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY LA!~

Confusion

2010-02-25T15:50:00.000-08:00

shld i? shld i not?
yes? or no?
Positive or negative?

so many thing running in my mind whereby there hasnt any answer towards it. Sigh.

i might have to stop blogging once the term starts, its going to be a busy Sem.

BORING!~

2010-02-24T06:34:00.000-08:00

i've been here for 1.5 weeks already. nothing much happening . went to some new places this time with family. went back to campus to check into my hostel. woots my neighbour is Ang Moh. =D he studied in singapore during his primary school. Name is Simon. shall take a photo with him soemday. (to val: might be ur cup of tea. XD )

sch starts on Monday and i feel there's so long to go. pffft i wish i could be better this semester.

signing off

OPA CHAKA NA!~

2010-02-22T02:20:00.000-08:00

School Starts on????

2010-02-21T05:06:00.000-08:00

1st of match!~ =D

COWARD!~

2010-02-02T08:21:00.001-08:00

i think i'm just a coward who cant accept the truth. shame on urself hee lim.

work

2010-01-23T09:03:00.000-08:00

life can be pretty dull when u work everyday from 10-7 , sometimes it can reach up till 9.30. finally i'm able to watch the movie of the year. yes, its Avatar 3D.

been missing out alot of stuff. i realised how life is dull without study. maybe i'm starting to appreciate the word study. my mom came in today with much anger and said this. I want u to study hard and earn more than ur 2nd bother, so dat he'll stop spending away his so called future money. have i been saving money? not realli. more like i'm not spending money. i pretty much have a list of stuff i wanted to buy when i first came back... lets see....
1) laptop fan
2) USB extension
3) headset with mic to skype
4) textbook
5) stationaries
6) wallet

probably dats all in my mind currently. havent been able to organise any stuff such as going back sch or hanging out with the rest.

signing off here.

Self Control

2010-01-17T18:16:00.001-08:00

Self control , if not u're gonna lose things.

14th Feb

2010-01-10T05:14:00.001-08:00

14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb 14th Feb

i'm reminding myself i'm going back on 14th Feb . =D

Shopping

2010-01-06T08:56:00.001-08:00

maybe its time to bring my classmates into JB and shop @ city square. wonder if they'll all want or not.

bleh

2010-01-04T05:55:00.000-08:00

how does it feel like when u kept thinking there's someone constantly watching every single move u do. any wrong move and dats it for ur life.

shld cut me some slack since u shld noe i get naggings every intervals. its endless tbh.

-

2009-12-31T10:50:00.001-08:00

yes i'm being paranoid now and i dont noe why.

maybe its time to do some reflection.

wat a news

2009-12-29T09:24:00.000-08:00

So is this good news or bad news. i might be be able to get to study next year onwards. why is dat so u may ask, i'm going to be very honest with u. i did not do well for one of my units. so as such i might be removed from my so called PM scholarship. =X.

trying to behave these few days was like hell. not dat i wanna get out of house and enjoy outside, but the fuck dat the word trust doesnt exist btwn me and my family members. hmmm lets see, i studied during working hours when there's nothing to do, dats not counted? why? oh, u didnt see dat with ur own pair of eyes. ok, joke.

i just wanted to enjoy a couple of games after my whole day of work which ended arnd... 7? and by the time dinner and bathing it was like.... 8.30? so how does indicate dat i've been playing. u're prolly look @ the time i posted now. i just did another round of study just to show them i was studying... and now dey are aslp and i'm checking my fees adjustment next year, i'll blog in the mean time.

i heard dere was an outing this upcoming week or next week. i wasnt informed by anyone until.... today when sn sms-ed me and asking if i'm going the outing this week.

my flight has been confirmed. 14th feb unless we've decided to delay it. this trip is prolly a no-return trip if my studies is to be continued next year. winter holiday? i'll be dere preparing for next semester. summer holiday? i'll stay back and study for summer course. den next next year's winter? i wont be coming back. so lets say i'm year 1 this year, by the time i can come back, dats when i'm year 3. yea huh... u prolly hear Hee Lim with a deep aussie tone dat will definitely irritate u to the core. =D

i think dats all for the update. shall sign off from here. next update will be after 2nd jan.

One Wish

2009-12-18T09:11:00.000-08:00

if i were to be given a chance to rewind time. I would love to rewind back to JC1. missing JC alot. been wanting to go back and visit my dear teachers and thank them for all the efforts, even if we hate the teacher. i realised how some teachers i hate changed my view on certain things. how some teachers made me realised some decisions i made were wrong. how some things will kill ur life, how some things will totally F ur life upside down.

I used to think my maths was good in secondary till i came JC. failing constantly was killer, not to mention my thought of thinking its JC1's maths teacher's fault. but no, its just urself heelim. how my chem grades constantly dropping, yes i screwed up. how i
work hard towards passing my physics. how i though econs was a very hard subject. how i tot everyone in my class are genius. how i sometimes think i'm not the top 10% in singapore. all these thoughts actually once came into my mind.

JC was indeed fun when i wasnt studying, cause i was playing games during J1. how i felt addicting towards gaming, it was like taking drugs. yes i am addicted, which i am currently now. but i'm blogging. =X so if u see me gaming sometimes when i'm back dere in Aus in busy status, spam me so i'll stop gaming.

was chatting online with one of my frens. i felt so much better after telling the person how i felt towards certain stuff.

so let me rewind my time so i'll fulfil this wish even better.

p.s i need a new wallet soon & i'm going to find a new watch too! =D

attitude

2009-12-15T18:37:00.000-08:00

i'm such a bad person. i realised how different i am when i'm back home and over there. Totally a different Hee Lim.

i should learn to change this heelim back home to the heelim there. den i will be a better man. yes people, help me in my change pls. =)

25th Event.

2009-12-09T05:14:00.001-08:00

i dont noe how much ming jie has planned, but i'm going to post this here as Plan B. whoever that is going can refer here.

Assuming we cant get till Jemaluang. i thought that we could book a chalet in Sentosa or East Coast. i asked my fren Angela, but she said she tried to book during Oct but it was all full during christmas period.

So i was thinking if we should book a hotel near Sentosa? one night is arnd... 200-300.
i'm not sure if all of u would mind slping tgt in one room but i can say the room is much bigger den those chalet dat we stayed in. so i can say we'll each pay abt... 20+-30+ dollars? ofc i hope there will be more ppl coming since i'm counting 8 ppl for now.

Dig a deep hole and bury it.

2009-12-07T09:57:00.000-08:00

Yes. i've changed my decision. i shall dig a very deep hole. its going to take a long time before i'm going to dig up again. dont bother asking me wat did i bury cause i wont tell u. yes. you, no not u... u!! yea u! not u! YOU!!! =P

regardless time to concentrate and save urself heelim.

Next update

2009-11-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

here's the next update. ignore the white colour package inside the bag, cause i needed to save space so i kept my shirt inside dere as well.

beginning to love shopping?

2009-11-21T06:39:00.001-08:00

is that a good sign? i kinda enjoy shopping suddenly... its like... the thrill to spend money? idk... maybe its becoz its the first few time i'm using master card... =D ... feels good to own ur own master card.... POWER!!! jks... regardless... today's shopping was great... went out with Candy and Cherry... i shld call them the C&C... hehe... they are kinda the experts when it comes to dress... so i called them along... i met candy's fren from melaka. i think her name is Irene. cause she speaks abit soft at that point of time. but they are a group of nice ppl. candy wanted to shop for her bdae dress as well. so we went scouting for the dress i was going to buy( if u dont noe my irl etc. yes the dress aint for me, its for someone else, u noe who u r.)

scout finish, decision time in Choco Hut. decided to go for the dress... here the latest sneak preview of the dress i bought.

i'm going to review it bit by bit day by day... whoever dat is expecting this final dress look, do pay attention to the blog... (i feel so evil now) lol

shopping!

2009-11-18T21:20:00.001-08:00

though i was suppose to move stuff ytd. i ended up shopping for some clothes... hehe

check out!

busy week!

2009-11-17T04:31:00.000-08:00

Wednesday : go town during afternoon meet up with SQ, dinner & move some stuff first
Thursday : move all the stuff to his new place.
Friday : Anime Club BBQ ftw! must cook noodle in the morning! too bad u guys will miss my skills =D
Saturday : SHOPPING with Cherry & Candy . maybe lianny etc will tag along as well... woot.. shopping with ladies. prolly sw will come along den i wont be the only guy. =X
Sunday : Rest. heeh

七里香

2009-11-15T07:41:00.001-08:00

七里香曲：周傑倫詞：方文山編：鐘興民
窗外的麻雀在電線桿上多嘴
你說這一句很有夏天的感覺
手中的鉛筆在紙上來來回回
我用幾行字形容你是我的誰

秋刀魚的滋味貓跟你都想瞭解
初戀的香味就這樣被我們尋回
那溫暖的陽光像剛摘的鮮艷草莓
你說你捨不得吃掉這一種感覺

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水
陘l落葉跟我的思念厚厚一迭
幾句是非也無法將我的熱情冷卻
你出現在我詩的每一頁

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水

我接著寫把永遠愛你寫進詩的結尾
你是我唯一想要的瞭解

那飽滿的稻穗幸福了這個季節
而你的臉頰像田裡熟透的蕃茄
你突然對我說七里香的名字很美
我此刻卻只想親吻你倔強的嘴

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水
陘l落葉跟我的思念厚厚一襪br>幾句是非也無法將我的熱情冷卻
你出現在我詩的每一頁整夜

我的愛溢出就像雨水窗台蝴蝶
像詩裡紛飛的美麗章節我接著寫
把永遠愛你寫進詩的結尾你是我唯一想要的瞭解

srsly WTF?

2009-11-12T09:25:00.000-08:00

my friend showed my a video of this. there's chinese subtitle. i cant find the english subtitle. so just watch without ur parents watching as well... AHEM

nervous

2009-11-12T04:08:00.001-08:00

its nervous to take on a brand new subject for engineering, Computing. its been hard for me the whole term. not going to elaborate further but i noe its realli hard to learn this subject. it may look easy at first since u see matrix and summation until u actually started using codes to seek solution.... thats when the shits come. even till now there are lots of questions in my mind abt this subject. i certainly hope not to fail it but things can go very wrong sometimes...

signing off here

Wat the way , So cute

2009-11-09T07:49:00.001-08:00

2 down 2 to go

2009-11-04T20:16:00.001-08:00

two papers down. =D

Viva la Vida

2009-10-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
[ Coldplay Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

ooooo ooooo ooooo oooooo ooooo
(repeat with chorus)

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooh Oooooh Oooooh

New Sister? 0o

2009-10-27T03:05:00.001-07:00

why isst that i feel as if she is my sister. she treats me so nicely, so as her bf. i'm glad i noe them when i got here. =D

The Time

2009-10-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

its eight o'clock over here and its still so BRIGHT... ROFL!!!

Feeling

2009-10-25T19:04:00.000-07:00

why am i getting the feeling that i'm going to fall sick any moment. its the crucial time now. stop falling sick, hee lim.

realised

2009-10-21T19:06:00.001-07:00

i juz realised why am i not exploring the things arnd my campus while i'm at overseas here... i dont noe... i think i'm very lazy to step out of my room. or it could be juz dat i'm scared i'll get lost.

to think abt it i'm actually very afraid... its probably because of all the things happened to me when i was young... while going shopping with whole family my brothers usually will ask if dey could go and have a look on this this that that. and as the youngest brother i would definitely follow along. sometimes dey would juz ditch me and laugh at me from one corner. evil u may say but its juz entertainment for them...it aint for me... i guess i wont realli dare to explore wats outside anymore unless i've been dere for several times.. which is why i can sometimes tell u how to travel to certain places eventhough i've been dere once. since i'll try to rmb wat i've seen along the way and tell the person exactly how to get dere... but the back track wise... i think dere's a problem... =P not sure why but i cant back track the path i took sometimes....

exam is pretty near soon and i know i'm not prepared yet i feel very slack. isst because i've learn some of the stuff already? or isst juz i wanna give up. no i'm not giving up but the passion for study doesnt seem to be dere anymore like it used to be in JC... frens studying together and have dinner tgt while doing intensive studies.. over here ppl prefer to study on their own or study with their own 'race' not dat i'm racist but they seem to have the impression dat yellow skin = ppl from china. and ppl from china never leaves a good impression on others. (its like pretty normal)

and as for ppl who r back home... the kiasu part kicks in. dey juz want to perform better den u... and study on their own. dey'll only approach u whenever dey need help. which is pretty sucky since i'm like being used to share information. might as well i dont hang out with these A.holes.

anyway signing off here

knowledge

2009-10-17T19:07:00.001-07:00

man. i srsly hope the JC knowledge will all come back into my brain. its like bits and pieces all over my brain. need to arrange them and gather the rest in...

screw my life... hahah!!

hair

2009-10-16T18:18:00.000-07:00

ok i shall leave it to set a new record for myself. i shaved 'botak' last time round to have the shortest hair. now i'm juz gonna leave my hair till when i get back, then only i'll cut my hair. its been at my nose level now. i believe it can be at upper lips level by the time i get back. =D nvr would i imagine i've such long hair... hehe

questions

2009-10-12T07:10:00.001-07:00

aight... i'm a little confused.... how shld i put into words to express my feelings...... all the hesitation and etc.....

dere isnt realli much sun light here... but why am i feeling as if i'm darker now... meh!!!

Dream

2009-10-07T18:47:00.000-07:00

i dreamt that i'm back home, being able to meet my families. had my time *eating* with them. yes its a dream... i was willing to sacrifice the time i had with them and chose to come here... i would want to cherish those moment in my dream. grandma asked me if i've gf at there now. i said no since i prefer gals back home{ok it sounds weird here but believe me its nothing).

sigh. i wish to go back earlier.

practical project

2009-10-05T23:41:00.000-07:00

yes!! screw prac!! its over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now can concentrate on case study... own it heelim! u can do it!

Finally

2009-10-01T10:26:00.000-07:00

its been a great holiday living in city... spending time with ur relative... meeting new frens... catching up with ur old fren... i'll need to get back tml, since i've meeting at 5 with my group mates. i do hope we can finish this up as soon as possible... get good grades and proceed on...

its a good question when u ask me... r u jealous... i'll definitely say no... but deep down in my heart... i believe i lied. so i'm trying to reveal the truth bit by bit hoping that its pretty obvious enough... i though i made it clear which obviously wasnt.

i tot i hated so much to the point i could take a knife and stab u in ur face. but no... dere's always an opposite... its the matter of which side is more... love or hate.

interesting dinner

2009-09-30T08:11:00.001-07:00

had dinner with khee lim and his gf , went to a jap restaurant dat sells ramen and bento only. the noodle was nice but the soup was quite oily... not sure why... but it was filling... haha.. couldnt finish the whole bowl

Final Fantasy XIII TGS 2009 Official Traile

2009-09-29T10:37:00.001-07:00

man i love the graphics... cant wait till i get ps3 and dat game... awesome...

cant seem to get the resolution to fit the video box. if u want to view the whoe thing do click again while viewing. tsk.

new & short post

2009-09-29T09:41:00.000-07:00

it seems contradicting when you mentioned that my post was too short previously and now u said its pretty long to the point u stopped reading halfway... ok.... u noe who u r... this is my new and short post. :D

Mahjong game

2009-09-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

tsk... guess tuition fees are neccessary... i tot it was a fairly fine game... i see mahjong as an unexpected game... u can go from $0 profit to $20 and in 3 games lost $10 which is a the north wind... ya... its karma man... whoever get north position usually can hold on to the post for a very long time... it drags the game for a long time... so today i met adrian's fren.

one of them is called Zhe Ling ( a girl ) when i looked at her, i was thinking: " WHAT THE FUCK?!?! she looks exactly like valerie... except dat she wear a glasses with thicker frame"

another person is called Nelson, he is a relatively nice person who gets shocked till his jaws really drops. i faked him when i've already had "Man tai" and juz waiting for last card... dats when he threw a card i almost wanted... the expression was like.... OH FUCK MY LIFE.... yes u wont want to pay $6.40 in one game... its the 2nd game only... LOLX!!!

i cant rmb the third girl's name... but she reminds me of Elaine. quite shy... but from one angle she looks pretty... how shld i explain... oh yes... her hairstyle suits her such dat it brings the beauty out of her ( is dat how i shld say???)

Terry, what the group calls him the Scientist since he is studying Physics in Melb Uni... heard he is pretty smart... haha... shld be from good JC...

yea... i felt fine after drinking alcohol during game... not sure if i may have hung over tml... but if i have... means i'm a noob... cmon... its juz like... 3 cups with coke inside? i doubt dat will kill me...

now off the activity today, its time for some reflection. am i going to be worthy of who am i now.... was it for the better? ( wat i tried to do) or was it for the worse... i always tell myself live up to ur own action... but i dont need to be the best among the whole big group... i wish to know lots of ppl like back then but i dont want to meet a bunch of ppl who only noes how to drink from thursday till sunday... dats unacceptable... i mean... its fine to drink... if its holiday... but not regular basis from thursday onwards... dats srsly waste of $$ and time...i do laundry on thursday and all i see was drunkards asking me to open the door for them... ya.. i hope u fall down on stairs halfway... i came to the point where i asked myself again... was my choice correct? juz like back in JC i asked myself if i had realli chosen the correct path... instead of JC i shld have went poly? till today that remained a question... will i do better if i'm in poly? or worse... since i hope that i can multi task certain things... u may not understand this part but its a self-reflection. so am i going to regret choosing this path? or tell myself to endure 4 years till its over...

sw once told me... once u start working... u'll know why u want to study so much... cause.. studying is easier... u wont need to worry over things like ur income to meet the ends... bla bla bla... going for fun during days is easier with sch holidays arnd whereby u've to apply for leave and see ur boss pulling long faces if u wanna go for a trip... which is quite true...

i'm not going to decide anything yet... since exam is round the corner after mid-sem holiday... and end of year holiday... i just want to take a break once again... see everyone again

start of holiday

2009-09-25T09:47:00.000-07:00

hah! its finally friday!!! submited my casestudy II this morning tgt with cedric and ken... all of us said the same thing... we're glad we finished everything this time... well... i guess the practical project meeting will be delayed till next thursday... i actually wanted to stay till next weekend... but i guess i shld be back by arnd thursday or fri... since i feel that the exams r pretty impt...

i felt very sick today after dinner... perhaps is becoz i missed my lunch... yea... i had dinner with Ian and Elaine tgt with Elaine's fren priscilla. all of them r from woodlands secondary sch... haha... well... we went pacific house to eat claypot rice... dey ordered sth else... i couldnt finish the claypot rice... i knew i was reaching my limits... i had difficulty walking after which... and i rmb that its the same feeling i had when i was having buffet back home with Gao Gao(my 2nd aunt from my father's side). the feeling in which ur stomach is very bloated and u feel a weird kind of pain ( its not very pain but yet uneasy). i told myself when i get back dat i ate too much or sth... or sth else in which i couldnt explain... same reason... did not eat lunch and had dinner, i've been doing dat since i'm in monash but this is the first time it has happened to me... i aint sure abt dat... well... same thing... i noe anyone who is reading this would probably feel disgusted now... but if u put urself in my shoes... its already morning 3am and u still cant sleep... i went toilet and puked a portion out till i felt better... now i'm laying on bed to see if i'm feeling better now... apparently so for my stomach but not throat... its feeling weird now... but at least its bearable and compared to my stomach juz now... so it does tell me dat u wont actually puke if u drink too much alcohol but food as well.... not dat its alot of food... but probz when u get too hungry, it'll cause gastric(spelling) pain... i need to buy myself a shaver instead of using Khee Lim's temporary disposable shaver... my beard has been growing longer and longer by day and all i could do was... pull it when i'm doing sth ( its a habit... =p )

tml i shall do some shopping... think i'll get some more jacket and shirt... scout arnd for good stuff and wait till end of year sales b4 i get back... own the whole sales... ROAR!!! watever... we'll settle this later... haha!!! anw... i'll probz need some jacket and shirt... i think i realised by this point... wearing the same shirt after two weeks ( washed) will let ppl think... do u have only 1.5 dozens of shirt with one jeans?? ( one of my jeans had a hole at backside... OMG!!! and i wont want to wear shorts for lecture in this cold weather)

i need to cut my hear as well... i think its too long... shall go and cut on sunday... if its opened... i think i'm slping soon... feeling quite tired... signing off

A video that i wont want to call myself msian after watching

2009-09-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

the F*** is wrong with kids today? the red shirt gal look like she's in primary 3... she's already using CCB.... definitely free embarrassed to say dat i'm proud to be msian... since this is the kind of kids we produced now... although i've some of the behavious... but dats when i'm a teenage? so wtf is wrong with the red shirt kid using ccb everything when she's like... primary 6? or 3...

interesting picture

2009-09-21T01:27:00.000-07:00

lolz at wat the girl said!!!

i found this realli amusing how japanese try to make man pee more... or i shld say "Stand" more... LOLX!!!!

Gr8 holiday ahead

2009-09-20T16:01:00.001-07:00

its Monday!! a great start for the week!! yet i didnt sleep last nite.... taught nick some tricks in game.... he realli appreciated... i like how ppl thank me for wat i've done for them... i think i'm willing to help out ppl who r in need... yet at the same time.... i told myself not to help out so much since i saw how ppl can disrespect you after helping out... sry man... if dats hacking is the only way towards professional...i rather not going into professional.... i've a motto which isnt very stable now... Once a hacker, always a hacker.i dont think the real professionals do hacking...

i realised i'm standing at a junction making a decision. Shld i hold on to this fren or shld i take my own path. of course dere r other frens who gave me an one-sided point of view. i'm not sure wats going to happened if i take on the other path. but didnt he once tell me not to do it? why did he choose dat path den.... isst addictive? i doubt so... i shall let time guide me through all these...

back to today's activity...apparently i dont look like a slacker... since one of us didnt turn up for the meeting(i feel shameless =X)i think i did my part of work. which is why i'm able to blog here right at this point. i realised the importance of the difference in two hours, how talking to your frens online can be tiring... not dat i'm complaining... juz when u realised de time, its already mid-night and the night is still early for your fren... how amusing... i'm starting to appreciate Time as given.... although i dont seem to give a damn sometimes but i still plan ahead now... (although i dont fulfill the task sometimes) lolz?

alright... signing off here... i'm expecting friday to come early yet at the same time the practical project to come in later... hahah!!

usual Friday

2009-09-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

usual friday... woke up at 9.... continue slept till 10 b4 i realised i had to finished up my HYSS b4 going for meeting... sth cocked up today... went for lecture and realised... where the hell is everyone? oh yes.... i saw the wrong room number when i was at home looking at time table.... ROAR!!! missed lecture.... nvm... i went back and continued my HYSS... couldnt solve it no matter wat i did.... so how? wait till my group members came.... well in the end... we decided dat we shld seek help on tuesday's lab work... humph!! i wish things were slightly easier.... slap the lecturer... the questions are so complicated... why isst that... different gas used for different purpose... had to be named the same like... combusted gas combusted air...arent dey the same? wtf...

still i left later on and went to bank... to open a bank account for my aunt... she wants to invest here for her future stuff... not sure wat... but well... took my 3-4 weeks to get things done... and den i was thinking... wat the hell man... wat if she decides to migrate over? den i've to see her everytime!!! den wats gonna happen to my freedom?!?!?!?! AHHHH!!!! XD...

juz joking.... i'm free to welcome her... =)

signing off here... i realised i've forgot to do sth else. BYE

Another Prank!!

2009-09-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

Prank Show!!

2009-09-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

Mario Song!!

2009-09-15T09:42:00.000-07:00

improvement!!!!!!

2009-09-14T00:58:00.001-07:00

84 words

Typingtest

LOL? so slow!

2009-09-13T19:16:00.001-07:00

80 words

Typing Test

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2009-09-13T08:25:00.000-07:00

clearly i cant slp now.... mom called me juz now asking how everything was.... i lied to her... saying things are good... i guess after all... i'm still a mommy's boy.... i'm home sick now... seriously home sick... tears were dropping after that phone call... i couldnt bring myself to tell her how much i miss her and i would want to give up everything juz to go back... i'm not sure if its too late or wat... but u wont noe all of these feelings unless u stay far away from ur relatives and u slp alone every night... thinking abt ur past and future....

teck yew's bdae

2009-09-12T00:31:00.000-07:00

he came down from perth after his mid semester exam.... apparently his holiday was much earlier den anyone one of us.... =) it was good to see one more of ur frens to visit u....

well... i went to squires loft steakhouse... if u dont count in the top 50 restaurants in the world. i bet they r the best in melbourne. well... after which they wanted to go Crown Casino since its their bdae... i refused to go along with them. told them i felt sick... that was part of the reason since i felt the reason why i'm in australia isnt to gamble? but i'm here to study. definitely disappointed and at the same point of time delighted...

slept at sq's place. woah... so cold!! he didnt have blanket... luckily my jacket was thick enough to cover my upper body.. and i wore jeans which covered my whole legs... leaving my feets exposed... well.... it was fun... went to a park for brunch ( breakfast + lunch ) omg... it was awesome... the pan-cake... the main course... made me felt i was in heaven!!!

shall blog till here... getting dinner... =)

best food in melbourne

2009-09-06T09:40:00.001-07:00

i've done my research b4 going... muhahahahahah!!! now i shall list them down

best korean food - its not directly in city.. but i noe how to get dere...

best ice-cream - i think it owns all the ice-cream back home

best chocolate - omg... its like heaven...its a waste if u let it melt... dat wat i can say

best claypot - although not as good as the 3rd musketeers in JB, but it is certainly good enough...

best vietnam noodle - ah cmon we all noe its best at vietnam... but i bet u its rare to find it back home.... its quite common here...

hee lim will update all of u on where to find the best food!!!

anw... candy has agreed to find the dress with me after year end exams.... XD

i'm not sure if i'm jealous or wat... even if i'm jealous... wats the main reason for being jealous... i realised how decision can affect ur life... whether if u regret ur choice or not... looking towards such things certain keeps one from moving forward... yet at the same time... u can be held backward and u emo abt it....

i think i shld move on... but i juz cant forget.... this is the 3rd time already... i dont want to lose the chance... becoz... i may not get forever...

explore arnd

2009-09-04T19:36:00.001-07:00

i've came to conclusion which shop has the best chocolate in melbourne... muahahhahahaa!!! i think its one of the best chocolate i've ever tasted anywhere.... next stop, where has the best roasted nuts...(victoria market i think) and den... dress.... hmmmm.... probably need candy's help over here... hehehe... shall meet up with her later for a drink... =p

typical ones

2009-09-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

why isst that when ppl go to a foreign country like australia... dey act as if its their country? cmon... respect the culture here.. not dat i'm particular abt certain country ppl... but when i'm over here... dis is wat i saw.... even some of them... like my own fellow country ppl... reads magazine in lecture... WTF? pls... grow up...

P.S. i need to slap myself to give myself a wake up call.. this aint happening

melbourne aint safe anymore

2009-08-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

saw the news today... melbourne is quite a dangerous place for now... given all the fighting at night during weekends... well tot i would be safe until after dinner juz now.

was walking with everyone to fren's place... fukn couple walking towards us... the gf dodged us to my right... den the bf wanted to pull the gf back but couldnt... den he tried to push me away... like... hands on my arms... eh cmon... u want to pick a fight? i think my fist is bigger den ur sore loser face... although i nvr punch on ppl b4... but i noe the first time will always come... i swear u'll get the hardest punch ever if u swear at me on the spot... regardless of my image i post on my frens... wasnt in a good mood apparently...

ya... wat a weekend... F*** FACE always try to find fault with me

Korean Dinner

2009-08-28T04:30:00.000-07:00

yummy... it was a nice dinner... me sq and aaron... in case u've no idea who dey r... aaron was my secondary tuition fren.... and sq? both secondary tuition fren & JC fren... haha... we knew each other since secondary... they r both a bunch of nice ppl....

anw... ordered.... ox tongue... yum yum... and.... beef.... not sure which part of the poor cow... but well... it tasted realli nice... plus chicken... i think its deep fried or wat... it didnt taste very spicy but nice.... we have korean "pan cake" as well...

went to lindtt later on... aaron said... that place has the best best best chocolate in Melbourne... but the drinks dere sucks... its not becoz of the chocolate... but due to the person who made the drink... i still prefer Kokoblack's ice mocha over lindtt.... ummmmm... feeling the chocolate down ur throat... the richness of the chocolate... its so much better den eating the chocolate back home...

anw... "Someone" said... post a longer post... LOL? u think easy ah... sometimes i'm juz too tired... hehe... anw... i feel guilty and sad at the same time.. dont ask me why... its personal

belated bdae

2009-08-27T19:56:00.000-07:00

going town later.. having dinner with sq and aaron tonite... celebrated his bdae last week... meeting up with him today... yummy... korean bbq... shojiu? is dat how its spelled? lol... maybe i'll get some of those tonite... hehe

blog settings

2009-08-26T22:45:00.000-07:00

i juz realised i have to edit my settings for my blogs... couldnt be bothered to change the skin... i'm quite happy with this one... so i'll juz add some new side bar... hehe... a picture of me and my secondary frens... mayb i shld add slide show.... @_@

FOOD

2009-08-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

i miss food back home... =( eating hostel isnt very bad... but u get sick of it after some time... maybe i should become iron chef... learn to cook.... yea... maybe i shld... hehe

the importance

2009-08-16T09:31:00.000-07:00

suddenly... i realised how impt my families and frens r.. i'm not sure wats happening to me... but i suddenly tot of... wat of i'm staying here during june... how will i celebrate my bdae... i dont get to see mom and dad for a long time... esp with things happening... this feeling is probably the worst... i've been doing reflection these few days...i realli like the life here.... but i'm going to cry soon.... i realised... i cant live without them... i want to juz cry out loud... like i nvr cry b4... i didnt even cry when my uncle died.... when i failed my GP for A level... i tot i could pull through this for 4 years... am i wrong? i'm starting to doubt myself...

srsly... i juz realised things

long weekend

2009-08-16T00:14:00.001-07:00

i wasted $3.70 for taking a bus to train station and back later on... stupid reason behind dere... not going to talk about it..

its a long weekend... and i'm getting nervous... cause dere's a MATLAB test on monday... which reminds me... wat is MATLAB ultimately... i've attended the lectures so far... yet i still dont understand the concept behind MATLAB.... will i be able to handle this brand new stuff juz like i did during secondary and JC? i'm not sure... cause this is the basics of engineering and i'm still confused...

ppl always say the first trip is the most exciting and the toughest... i guess dats true... i need to bring lots of presents back... =p u noe who u r boys and gals.... and at the same time i need to handle the pressure home is giving me... perform better... work hard... dont play... bla bla bla...

price of the desktop

2009-08-12T19:07:00.000-07:00

oh ya... for your info that desktop cost 3.8k USD in total. so be shocked by the price and performance. i've seen it myself... its juz OMG

sick and tired.

2009-08-12T11:19:00.000-07:00

hate the computer nowadays... i'm going to list down the ideal computer i want for now... damn... probably its going to change in a couple of years... but this is the ideal one i want...

Geforce GTX295

Core i7 920 @ 3.8GHz

Kingston 8Gb ram

Creative X-Fi XtremeGamer
Logitech Z-2300
Thermalright Toughpower 750W
Antec P182
Logitech diNovo Laser
Windows Vista Ultimate 64bit SP1
Dell 3008WFP 30"

it will realli cost a bomb... hehe.. may be something to motivate me...

confess

2009-08-09T23:14:00.000-07:00

ok... i skipped my lessons today... cause i woke up late.. i'm being irresponsible... i think i'm going to be deadmeat soon if i cant wake up in time

2009-08-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

nite time

2009-08-05T22:22:00.001-07:00

juz cant seem to slp at nite... i could only fall asleep at like morning 1 or 2 o'clock... sucks though... had to wake up at like 7+ and get to sch... dont realli love it

third week at sch

2009-08-02T17:35:00.000-07:00

nth special since monday... i'm still lost in the campus... its bigger den NTU campus... i think... still need to navigate my way through the campus... well... after a while i shld master it alr... hehe

i'm at library now... today is so cold!!! despite the end of winter, the wind showed no mercy to any one of us... shall log off now... will update later

missed out

2009-08-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

sometimes i do wonder, wat did i miss out during my teenage life or my young adult life. i feel as if i didnt realli done sth... i looked at some of my friend's blog... they're having so much fun... while i looked at myself... did i realli get to enjoy this most of the time? its a very good question since i'm doing some reflection ( cant slp) . thinking about my life... my future, my past and of course the current. many question flooded my mind... wat if i studied in singapore.... NTU for example... isst fun? like more fun den last time? getting to see most of my JC frens most of the time? or isst going to be like here now.

now , whenever lesson is over for the day, i'll juz head back my room... staring at my com... playing facebook or watch youtube video... is dis my life? i believe dat it shld have been better... since uni life is more freedom and stuff... freedom is dere... but there's no chance to spend it... instead i spent it on useless stuff... to kill time.

mom once told me... if she had the chance, she wouldnt let me go overseas.... there's a reason behind dat. becoz things happened pretty suddenly.. its not good to share here... i buried it in the deepest part of my heart, sworn nvr to mention at all... initially i said... its for the better future... i can still get to see my frens during year end... but things dont seem at simple as before... all the emotions start to come in now.... all the outing... bla bla bla... dating gals... not dat i cant get to date here... but i'm still new here... where can i bring my gf... sch? LOLX... joke...

sg's uni's orientation was fun ( saw grace's blog )... over here? the orientation is workshop... wow... dont even have icebreaker game... nth at all... seriously... ppl who have fren... are those fren whom they've known b4 coming over... not dat i've no fren... the group is pretty small... and the interest isnt realli similar... happened to noe a hardcore worker... ( eager to work outside )

he is on scholarship... he wants to go japan to finish his master... so he is working for the living expenses... his point of view for leisure is work... unlike me... which is like going out to a pub... enjoy my time drinking... ( not getting drunk)... bla bla bla...

wat if i start to regret now... will i get a chance to turn things back? will NTU accept me for the july batch? will dey? no... i dont think so... i didnt bother to reply the acceptance form... cause back den i decided to go monash uni.. life isnt realli good ( with a neighbour who loves ice-cream, the whole freaking lvl is filled with ants... inc my room )

i cant bring myself to tell my family i want to go back...all these mixed feelings... made me feel terrible... and den i saw the post card... from wy and grace. pictures of everyone... hey... they're all here... supporting me... although not all of em... but its good enough... i guess i shld let everything go the way it is... i guess opportunity will come... rising star... bla bla bla... having fun all those... haha...

ok logging off... time to sleep.

Weekend

2009-07-31T20:54:00.000-07:00

damn... i woke up so late today... guess i shldnt have watched youtube videos last nite... well... now i need to think how i'm going to survive the next week... hehe... breakfast food supply is running out... 0o

Skipped Lecture

2009-07-30T21:20:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morning. there's only one lecture at 12. i went to my lappy and looked at the lecture notes... OMG... its about liquid... i looked through the notes... zZ.. i noe all of these...

end of story... hehe..

pro

2009-07-29T20:38:00.000-07:00

i wish to go professional when i finish studying. if i want to do it, i must be the best

Independent learning.

2009-07-29T19:33:00.000-07:00

i finally understand why republic poly students hate PBL system sooooooo muchhhhhh......

over here... we're expected to learn ourselves and seek help ourselves.... seriously hate it...

for example... today's practical lesson for computer engineering. we're suppose to use this program called MATLAB to calculate our values.

wait change the topic. i'm updating my blog at cafe near library when i saw... a bunch of full naked guys running out from library... LOL!!! WTF... now i see ladies naked... OMFG MAN...

seriously... i would have taken photos from far... but i was too near... now dey r gone i can finally get back to my posting again...

ya.. independent learning is not very good.. i mean... its good for some of us... but i'm like clueless when the practical started off... not very effective for me... dont realli like it... MATLAB... a brand new program for me... it was my first day using the program and i had to key in command for factorial and summation... bla bla bla... didnt even noe wat to do... de demonstrator asked me to find help in the matlab help command... wow...

curses man.

life before school started.

2009-07-28T21:12:00.001-07:00

That's Candy on the right , with Sze Wei in between Candy and me
That's Julius on the left. While Khee Lim is scooping his ice-cream.
u can roughly imagine wat a guy would do during his very long term holiday... haha.. i seriously enjoyed it. so my exam ended around november last year, i worked for dad for a month at his warehouse. den i went AWOL... LOL... been playing at home since den... till mom came back from Australia. and den i went to dad's office to work ( not warehouse anymore ) life is pretty same as before, juz dat i've to work during day time.

so my life continued this way till june before i realised i had to start packing my bag... oh ya... did i mention i went to Redang during March? Khee Lim was cursing Kevin and I for going there without him... dats because the time when he comes back are during the monsoon season when the waves are very strong

and den 3 weeks before my sch i arrived at melbourne. i got the chance to try lots of great food here... like the best ice-cream in melbourne , Pho ( vietnam beef noodle ) , Korean BBQ , etc. here's some pictures i took from hui yee's fb

when it is realli very quiet

2009-07-28T02:42:00.000-07:00

wat a day... morning 9-6 lesson... sucks man... it was busy... i realised something when i was walking back to hostel after a day's lesson. a person feels the most lonely... when it is very quiet suddenly.. all the sad things suddenly juz flashed past my mind.

i couldnt shake my mind off those things. so i distraced myself with ipod. listening to rock and pop songs that may enlighten my mood.... walking back... even though i used the ipod to distract myself from thinking... but my eyes juz constantly reminded me... seeing couples holding hands walking to sch or for dinner... seeing fren going to play tennis together... i asked myself, can i realli survive this. " If u fail this year, you will be sent back" dats wat Kevin said. even though i said i learnt some of the stuff back in singapore.

was at comp lab juz now... having comp lab practical,... i seriously want to curse the lecturer man... how can a lecturer leave his own students to a bunch of year two students to do the computer system analysis and figure their own way... while she is gone somewhere... its a bloody practical man... try to at least give some instruction first b4 going off... seriously lost when i was doing half way... like wth is dis... wth is dat...

and all the while i thought my comp skills was good enough. till i did this conversion... and went for bla bla bla... i realised how stupid i can be... the basics of photoediting is to re-arrange the matrices, while stretching and expanding is a matter of adding or deleting the matrices... WOW... i didnt noe all these stuff...

its time i shld start learning like as if these stuff are new to me. from dere, i would den be able to improve greatly. scoring better, and transfer to melboune university.

be the LONER.... NOT LOSER

Forcing or not

2009-07-27T06:34:00.000-07:00

shld i juz force my way through... stay de way it is? or shld i attempt to change it and make my life better.

was watching Grey's Anatomy these couple of days. i watched till season five episode 10 last time round b4 dere was a writer's strike. so got it from khee lim. watched it whenever i get home. i nvr tot dat such a brave person like me felt like crying when i was watching the show...

i mean.. ya its SHOW... but its really touching... there's a soft side for everyone... its juz how much can u take...

i'm logging off here now. need some sleep. i think i'm falling sick... aching all over. =(

studying in a new place

2009-07-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

i feel lonely. not dat i dont like to interact.

met candy and sze wei and jun you. jun you is on diet, so he didnt eat. candy came over to sell her textbook to another person. yeap. 2nd hand book buyer. no lab work this week. so time table is empty. but there is practical work.

signing off

I'll miss u all

Introducing Hee Lim's ugly room

2009-07-26T01:16:00.000-07:00

OMG... i was taking train on my way back to my hostel when i realised the person who was sitting beside me was snifing some drug... omg... lucky he didnt go rage or wat... but he is like sweating , coughing , sneezing ( like swine flu ) and he kept pushing his head into a plastic bag which he is holding. cmon... if u're sick u wont do dat to cover urself. he was smelling the drug so loud... everyone inside could hear. Geez...

anw... as requested , i've uploaded some pics... and updated my dear blog. i seriously need a camera... maybe a professional one... or a long lasting one... =)

my study table. abit messy. dats becoz its pretty small...

ya... my bed... dw.. i put a bed sheet on top already.

opps... i've already uploaded this. but this is how it looks like outside

a family photo. can u guess where am I? anw. a post card from grace and wy on top. =)

the view outside my window.

wasted

2009-07-22T17:07:00.000-07:00

woked up at 9.30... looked at the time table... its practical at 11... and i realised there's no practical during the first week... LOL...

Hee Lim Says What The Hell Was That?!?!?!?!

2009-07-22T03:55:00.001-07:00

wth man... went toilet come out i see a half naked babe juz finished her bath... she looked at me and said Hi... and juz walk off... HOLY SHIT!

y is winter bad

2009-07-22T00:32:00.000-07:00

cause when it rains in the morning or evening, it feels like -10 degree temperature man...

the fan heater has no effect at all...

used my laptop for lecture today.. which is y u see me at fb for quite long. juz came back only. i dont like my chem engi lecturer... her grammer more cmi den me... took me quite long to understand wat she was trying to say... she sound local. but doesnt speak local... woot

Roberts Hall Gathering

2009-07-21T18:43:00.000-07:00

It was fun... i mean it... really fun. when i reached dere, i realised dey were playing guitar heros. so i went in and had a look. wow... those are pros man... like i nvr seen b4... playing on experts every round ... wat the hell man.. there's a new guitar heros... called greatest hits i think... haha... more recent songs... they got themselves a rock band set. the drum design is better den guitar heros... yeap... btw i juz woke up... still very tired... got a lecture in at 1 o'clock... the time here is 11.46...

will be getting the video from one of the in charge later on... =) signing off here